I haven't posted in awhile because well I stopped sleeping all together. But the nightmares, i'm afraid, have returned. Last night took all my fears and worries to a whole new level. I wont rewrite the whole dream but basically give you the main details and what they mean..
Huge party that stretched across the length of two football fields. (always being alone no matter how many people are there)
a fight or riot broke out at the party (the negativity in the media is killing me.)
"they" cut circles in my arms. all over my arms. (im in pain)
food, lots of food. (i hate being fat)
cheating (worried i'm gonna lose him)
things aren't going very well. I feel funny a lot. I like being home more than I should. I just wanna stop growing up i guess.
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