One night I went with my family and a big group of other people to Red Lobster for dinner. No reason, just because. Well I will never go to red lobster with a big group again. That night was my first panic attack/breakdown in public. For some reason everyone thought it would be cool to gang up on me the whole dinner. They even got the waiter in on it. Telling me how stupid and incapable I was. I screamed fuck you and ran. I don't regret it. I was hurt. I spent the remainder of the time in the bathroom. Then people got mad at me because well I never figured that out. They never said why or apologized. I just got sent out to the car. Cause it was obviously my fault. Well that was one of the most humiliating times in my life. I try to forget it but for some reason, last night I dreamt it.
awesome.
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